Wednesday, May 14, 2014

VETS

Does anyone even recognize the sacrifices that our Vietnam vets endured, and are to this day enduring. Diabetes, prostrate cancer and various skin disease. Their lives are ones of frequent visits to the VA hospital, and more often than not, a treatment, and no strangers to bad news.
In the 70's no one knew what Agent Orange would do to soldiers, it wasn't known what Dioxins would be capable of.
Being or knowing a Vet is not something to take lightly, or dismiss as just another guy somewhere...end of story. During the Vietnam war American males were drafted, in other words, you went whether you wanted to or not. There were some who joined, but the majority were drafted. I happened to be one who joined. two months of basic training, and two months of advanced training. Then straight to Vietnam. Then straight to a unit and into the field with 30 or 40 other guys.

Life was difficult, but it was never boring. There was unexpected beauty in the jungles, and unexpected terrors at times. But eventually that waned into a Jaded soldier that feared little. We did what we had to, and made friendships that would be everlasting. Now many are gone, having fallen to the effects of toxins that were little understood. Those that survive..... we just get through life the best we can. Some more fortunate than others. If you were never there, then it would be best not to pretend, because you will be as transparent as your alter ego.

I know those who pretend to be soldiers, wear the uniform and play the part, having never spent a day in the  military. Never spent any time in complete deprivation that was everyday life for us. They were the same people dodging the draft any way they could. A few guys from my high school class were drafted the same time I joined, but none of my friends went, not one. Am I bitter? Not really, they were just scared. At 18 and 19 years of age, it's a daunting prospect, I was 19. At that age, I had hardly been out of the Corona area, everything I knew revolved around my hometown.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Couple of bowls later...

Well....  I'm a couple bowls behind the times, but it will suffice for now.  I'v a good little buzz,  a bowl and some 'MR Boston' ...uh, Apricot Flavored  ---lol *flavored*  lol.... but it's not bad, and the buzz clean ..........

Perhaps the 'recipe' has been discovered, a magic blend. Colorful , patterns , all the fun ...ha ha ha ha...!


INNNNNhale-Exhale exhale hale ale le ........ take a breath.. 'LooK'  trip out, slide into the visuals. I'll tell you........ and in my mind this is all it can be.... hopefully.
Thing is, there are individuals that are so far above in  the 'smarts' dept, and if they are fully in tune,  let us hope they favor us. Lets seek them out..... Make them the pillars of modern society. The many faceted modern world, here. Let us follow wisdom, and apply scripture with a dose of horse sense in our  daily failings. Children........................... oh God I love you, you can't imagine the depth. I wish and give my everything that you would be in life......content, yet still competative. I was nearly the best, and at times ' the best' as in that Utah masonry company ....um.... uh.. it was .....a 'b' letter  ..    lets see.... Buxton... I think.... I think so..!!   Yep that was it.  Those were the days.. Lots of alters...lol... I was in Utah at the time, with Kimberly. The times were so prosperous, but they then became  thoroughly working months in Park City. But they led to sucess on the hill, and a lot of interesting claims in the course of building on the mountain... From Disney on down....   oh yea................ I kid you not...!! Well you can take solace in knowing that I'm feeling fine, and my mind is just loving you guys. So I feel the love part.  I knew I would have to go, but not this soon. But you know what...... I have lived a life where I could 'see' everything for what it was, for what it appeared. "I think, therefore you exist"...... But I hope your existence is full and continuous.  ...........................................................................

Tuesday, February 4, 2014